Thursday, May 27, 2010

Double Whammy...

Today's kind of a "blah" day for me.

Ten years ago today, I got married.

Six years ago today, I buried my Dad.

Burying your Dad on your wedding anniversary?

Not fun.

I remember that except for one change, the guys that formed my wedding party were also the pallbearers for my Dad.

For a couple of years, on this day, I still had my anniversary to help balance the painful memory of saying goodbye to my Dad.

Now that the marriage is over, this day is just kinda...double "blah".

I'm not depressed.

Truthfully, I'm not even very down.

I've got the good memories of my life with my Dad and I have the good memories of before my marriage went sour to keep me going.

Like I said, just kinda..."blah".
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Thanks for reading my ranting,
Brad

4 comments:

  1. I'm sorry for your double blah day. Like you I have a double blah day too. I went on my first date with my husband on June 2 and 10 years later we baried our son on June 2. I understand how you feel. Sending you good vibs.
    shel

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  2. Dude, that would be a bit much for me to take all in one day. I have enough insurance to cover more meds...you want me to slip you some?

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  3. @ Joe:
    Dude, ix-nay on the ed-mays...I think there may be a narc floatin' round.

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